He couldn’t remember why he was speeding. He changed lanes a lot at a higher speed than allowed. His car ambulance was heavy, but not a very large truck. He hadn’t been in a hurry, but had simply been driving with the traffic, he said. With the evening rush approaching, there was a good chance that his working day was not yet over. “Had I seen the braking cars and the matrix signs, it would have been a suicide attempt to keep going fast,” he noted. In court, he and his lawyer viewed the dashcam images of the collision for the first time. He was clearly having a hard time with that. De Nieuwegeiner suffered a heart contusion and eight broken ribs in the accident and is still not fully recovered. He resigned from the salvage company because he no longer dares to do that job.