This summer it is five years ago that Koen passed away. Greet, Gertjan and Koen’s brother Max still think of him every day. “You get up with it and you go to bed with it,” says Greet. “That stays. We try to get our lives back on track, but the shine is a bit off.” “Koen is always with us,” adds Gertjan. “He still has his room, we talk about him and wonder how he would have found some things.”